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04 July 2014 @ 05:34 pm

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nounou
What better time to announce that I'm home than at 3am? I don't usually suffer with jet-lag, but during the day I've been falling asleep on every surface I touch and then waking at ungodly hours. So hiiiii everyone, I've missed you all ♥ I hope you're all doing well and I haven't missed anything drastic over the past two weeks.
Things are.. lol pretty much as they were before I left. I may as well not have been gone. We arrived at my grandma's house very much the opposite of fresh from our emotional 22 hour journey home to have her walk away from the door without even greeting us because she hadn't finished cleaning the bathroom basin. Our trip went entirely unmentioned, and she talked to us about her neighbours, her book, her oven, until she was suddenly sick. She won't tell us if she's been feeling unwell while we were away other than that she's had headaches, and she's already refusing to go to the doctor if we so much as say 'if this keeps up'. Le sigh. When we were saying goodbye she told me that she'd found someone else who'd clean for her (who I can only assume is far better than I am, from the elaboration she went into of all the odd jobs he'd done that I've never been asked to do..) so if I didn't want to go over any more I didn't have to - which is her way of saying 'I don't want you to, I'm giving you the option of backing out before it gets nasty'. Ha, no, I'm afraid you're stuck with relatives that care about you if you like it or not. Her best friend has just been diagnosed with macular degeneration, so along with her many other health problems, probably within a year she'll have to move out of her home because she has no family to care for her. I wonder if nan will make any realizations or take anything away from that :/

OH BUT YEAH SO Japan was awesome. We had an amazing time, though it was exhausting. Seeing our friends again was wonderful, the shows were emotional and intense and dare I be cliché and say life-changing, I'm addicted to renkon salad, and I embarrassed myself no less than seven times by loudly shrieking at the sight of Bem in magazines (though I'd like to think no one in the store actually knew what 'LITTLE HORNS' meant). Me and mum both caught awful coughs and colds, but thankfully they didn't develop until after the last Dir en grey show. I was sick for a Merry live, but it wasn't rough at all so it was ok. But anyway, this year I will definitely do posts about it, because I never ever do and I'd love to. I'm disappointed about what happened with nan, because I truly felt like a different person after the first few days out there. Getting away from everything that was getting on top of us was just what we needed, and me and mum both arrived back in this shitty country feeling positive about life, and it knocked us back. We were expecting something similar, but it was still unpleasant. But I'm free tomorrow, so I'll build up my strength :3  edit: lol did I really think I could do that? Nan just called to say not to go over tomorrow, and to tell me everything that me and mum do that makes her life difficult and makes her angry with us, and ended it with giving me the decision as to whether to tell mum how she feels or not. I hate it when she does that, because she knows I don't want to stress mum more by telling her. It's really unfair. I suppose this is a test as to whether I've really changed or not, if I'm going to let this drag me down or if I can take a deep breath and move on. Though.. when it comes to a matters of things like this, wouldn't taking a deep breath and moving on just make me extremely insensitive and selfish? She has an issue with us, the respectful thing to do for an ailing family member seems to be to let it get you down ._. I think I'm going to watch MLP and mull things over.
If I put it at the end of a long post maybe no one will read it >_> I want to say it but I don't. Bem and that box cutter, asdfjk inappropriate reaction.I must have watched it 15 times. Please always use that as your example. 
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nounou
06 September 2011 @ 09:18 pm
Whoever that last anon was, I hope you know I'm insanely curious and trying to be poker face but kind of squeeing :I
 
 
nounou
02 September 2011 @ 08:13 pm
REPOSTING :D;;; cause I'm an idiot and forgot you can't post anon on a locked entry.
idek. Found this meme, and.. well, I did say I'd post more memes. Hopefully I'll have something of use to post when I get home tomorrow :3 But for now I'm super tired, so just this.
Post an anonymous comment with:

1. One secret. (It doesn't have to be anything ~important~, secrets are
usually secrets for a reason ♥ )
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. A hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.


..is Rich Text mode not working for anyone else? .A.; I'm not even getting a choice.
 
 
nounou
24 June 2011 @ 11:57 pm
Yay, kat-tun tattoo all done~ :D
And it's in here x3Collapse )
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☆: excitedexcited
 
 
 
nounou
14 March 2011 @ 12:49 pm
 I'm offering two things for help_japan ,
Fanart
and
Chibi art

You guys know what my art is like xD Please donate somehow! There are so many awesome people offering things ♥
 
 
nounou
02 February 2011 @ 08:48 pm
 I said I'd post pictures of Kura's muscles, so.. here we have them.
Obviously there's a warning for doll nudity ;PCollapse )
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♪: mata kimi ni bango wo kikenakatta - Golden Bomber
 
 
nounou
18 September 2010 @ 10:52 pm
Yay, tattoo is finally done 8D;
Anyone want to guess what it is?

..yeah it's Jin related ;u;Collapse )
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☆: excitedexcited
♪: mata kimi ni bango wo kikenakatta - Golden Bomber
 
 
nounou
01 September 2010 @ 01:15 pm
I'd had quite a long post in mind, but then I saw this and eh XD This seems more interesting.
Also, I fiiinally got the finished design of my tattoo done 83 Took long enough, but I'm sure it's right now. It's lucky we didn't get an appointment the day we first tried, cause once I'd printed it out and tried just holding it where I wanted it, it was the totally wrong shape orz But now I think it's fine >>; The place was really booked, so I think it'll be next week >:
Uh. Yeah, anyway. Stolen from myxstorie c:

Post an anonymous comment with:

1. One secret. (As she said, it doesn't have to be anything ~important~, secrets are
usually secrets for a reason ♥ )
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. A hint to who you are.
9. After you do it for me, put it in your LJ and see who does it for you.
 
 
nounou
24 July 2010 @ 01:50 am
I've had this kicking around for a while and needed cheering up for obvious reasons, so here it is~
Jin, Kame and Yamapi being interviewed about a Jr. concert, around.. June 2002, I believe. They talk about Toma getting left behind, outfit malfunctions, and Jin being too loud.

These three who are continuing to move towards a bright future tell us their thoughts.Collapse )